WTF ..

Idk what’s going on with me tonight but I’ve been feeling really lonely and upset ..it’s really getting to me everything that happened with Robby and now things with Glenn ..I should really end it cause it’s only gonna hurt me in the long run. I know he doesn’t want anything else but for some reason I can’t pull myself to leave..I feel so stressed out but idk from what and it’s really getting to me..I need to go for a drive and just clear my mind, I can’t wait to head out to Norwalk tomorrow cause I love that little city life feeling ..I really don’t know what’s wrong with me ..I just need to get away..going to the carnival with steven today really made me upset.. I feel like I just can’t do this anymore. I love the company from Glenn but when we aren’t together, we don’t talk and clearly that shows that he’s just in it for the sex and I don’t wanna be like that, I want a fucken relationship and someone who’ll REALLY care about me ;/ ugh ..fml I fucken hate my life right now..