Idk what’s going on with me tonight but I’ve been feeling really lonely and upset ..it’s really getting to me everything that happened with Robby and now things with Glenn ..I should really end it cause it’s only gonna hurt me in the long run. I know he doesn’t want anything else but for some reason I can’t pull myself to leave..I feel so stressed out but idk...
I’m trying hard to rearrange, some say it’s the hardest thing to do...
so it’s sunday, dec. 20th’ 09 . it’s been almost 3 weeks since i’ve last heard from him and it’s okay. i’m doing alright, i know i am.. it’s hard, & i think about him every single second of my life but i can’t change what’s happened, i can’t change his feelings. i can’t force a relationship with him when he doesn’t want it...
temptation will lean on the doorbell, but opportunity will only knock once.
Happy thursday ! One more day until friday, yay! FINALLY ! Finally won’t be broke anymore lol . I hate it, JUST getting by with the weeks.. what a long & stressful week ;/ too much going on, I REALLY need to get my head straight but UGHHH, all i wanna do is shoooop >.< so bad . can’t wait until saturday, shop shop shopping spreeeee :D yay* it’ll be good, even...
Don’t Cry Because It’s Over. Smile Because It Happened.
snow snow, go away, come again another day.
JoJo - Do whatcha gotta do.
It takes two to make a relationship, but only ONE to fuck it up.
God, grant me the serenity to accept things that I cannot change; The courage to...– Dr. Reinhold Niebuhr
So .. all day, I’m waiting around to see if my phone will beep for the text that was suppose to be coming from him telling me when he wanted to get together but nothing .. 3 o’clock rolls in and I started making cupcakes, I already knew I wasn’t going to get a text, no surprise there. All the other days, if I hadn’t texted him first, he would have never said anything...
csotheavykai: blindlyinlove: csotheavykai: I leave today. Bye LB<3 , see you soon. I’ll most def. miss everyone ; family & friends ! Best wishes to Angela (: YAY ! I’m happy for you (: where you going ??? Imaa text youu soon when I get there (: I love youuuu<3 I’m on part 1 on my trip ; when I reach to part 2 ; you’ll get my call/text ! I’m digging...
I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step...– Thomas A. Edison
Jay Sean - Never love you like me. This is...
csotheavykai: I leave today. Bye LB<3 , see you soon. I’ll most def. miss everyone ; friends & friends ! Best wishes to Angela (: YAY ! I’m happy for you (: where you going ???
HUY ! WTF is wrong with the world today?? I just want to be happy, & I’ll bet a million bucks that he won’t text to meet up today & that will be it. If I don’t hear from him today, then it’s done.. I’m done trying & it’s over.. it’s been over, I just need to hear it from him.. </3
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle.– Plato
Everyday holds a possibility of a miracle.
I’m slowly coming to the conclusion that I need to let go. I’ve been holding on for so long and so hard that my entire body aches, my heart hurts, my mind is worn out and my soul is crying to give up.. I have given everything that I have to try and make this work but everything isn’t enough. I need to accept that nothing I do is good enough and that he does not want to be with...
“I just want you to know, baby I love you...
So .. I’m new to the whole tumblr thing, & I’m slowly learning.
Never give up on something that you can’t go a day without thinking...